Hey. Before I say anything, please know this isn't meant to be harassment at all. I'm friends with Saffron, Vinny, and a handful of Saffron's other friends. I wasn't explicitly involved in any of this, and didn't know about any of this until maybe a month ago. I sincerely want to say that everybody does miss you. At least Saff does. He really liked you, and from what I understand, you liked him too. I wanted to type this because I've been through the same stuff as you, and I know my situation mentally may not be the exact same, but it's very similar. I've grown as a person, and apologized to old people I've hurt, and I'm so thankful to everybody that supported me. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't think you're a bad guy, Soap. I really, genuinely don't. I know that you're having mental health problems, and please know if you need any support I'm fully willing to listen. Again, I know I don't know you, but I'm sincerely wishing you a good recovery. I know that sometimes people don't want to recover, or acknowledge things (I'm not saying that you did these things, I'm simply saying that I've done these things and perhaps you did too). People miss you, Soap. They really do. They are upset that you've surrounded yourself with problematic people, and I don't say that to upset anybody, but to say that maybe it isn't good in terms of recovery. And maybe I can't speak for everybody, but I sincerely, truly am wishing you yhe best.

please read this important paragraph explanation. this is in no way harassment nor attacking you in any way. i do not support or agree with harassment being sent your way due to the breakup. this is simply an explanation from my side, as well as an apology on my side. i apologize for any harassment you have been receiving, i am trying to stay as civil as i can during these times. https://github.com/DaddySaffy/Important-Note

You villanize us because you saw a "differnent side of us" because you expect everyone to be picture perfect when upset when you yourself are have a nasty habbit of freaking out on people. Youre like a walking fire alarm that only wails when YOU start the fire

Just letting you know I'm still getting f****** harassed from your friends!!, put those damn friends of yours on a freaking leash. You did it to us, you can do it to them. I'm sick and tired of waking up everyday with loads of different harassments from people I have never interacted with. and also frankly from what they're saying is absolutely disgusting and childish. I'm trying my best to heal but getting random people under my skin and frankly making everything worse is absolutely what I have never imagined. To this, learn to control your damn friends and tell them what they're doing wrong instead of playing the victim in all of this s*** and acting like you can't control them anymore. I seriously already relapse two times because of this harassment. JUST TELL THEM TO FREAKING STOP. IT'S NOT THAT HARD!

I'll be honest here i didnt read the whole thing but when i did it was even more bullshit. You say that you have been taking accountability but you keep tipttoeing around it. And you have ZEROO idea the type of harassment we faced from them from months on end. And 2nd i said that i woke up to a random account calling me a slur, on my tiktok which i had only given to YOU an account that i used for FRIENDS ONLY but i in no way said you did that i said i one of your friends probs did it but sure wont fess up. And i have some nice lovely proof

Stop involving saffron. He is the only one who even respected your no interacting rule. I personally dont give a fuck because ive been silenced enough. You asked for this the moment you involved us and blame us for things we had no part in. No shit started becaus of you needing "a safe place" it started because you involved us. Personally i think you need to stay off the internet and find actual safe places in real life. Not around people whos problems will attach to you as well and you blame others for that. No matter our words, the urging and other things you keep insisting we sent you threats or had anything to do with it. We even went as far to tell your other ex friends to stop mentioning you publicly. But we still get blamed for threaths we didnt send. Howd you find a way to sneak a blame even in your apologies???

Wow well that was flaming hot garbage to read. First off! I never treated you like a rabid animal. Second, despite everything ive said you keep involving saffron even tho he has kept his mouth air tight this entire situation. And Third we are ALSO teens going through shit. Fourth! What defines your friends are their general actions towards us and so many others Fifth- you keep insisting we had something to do with the threats being sent to you but refuse to acknowledge that it may be the company you keep and where you hang around that is earning you this bullshit. None of us would ever stoop to such a low level as threaths. And zero and when i say this ZERO of our friends know about any of this except the ones who where involved with you theirselves. And even then we only kept talks about you between the 3 of us. Is it really an apology if you keep tiptoeing around your actions that where indeed manipulative towards us. You want this to stop take the advice, take a break, take accountability, seek help, stay off the internet and keep us out of your shit. If i so much as see a single sylablle of our names youre going to hear from me.

This would have stopped so long ago if somebody knew what a decent apology was. You owe all of us that. Especially saffron. Your shit cant keep fucking with our lives soap. Everytime something happens you bring US into it.

Are you fucking kidding us?? We did nothing but acknowledge your side and your feelings. But you have done z e r o of that. Instead of accepting what you did to us you say we r victimizing ourselves for holding you to your words and actions. We have been going out of our damn way to keep others from bothering you the best we can. NONE of them except ne said a WORD to you on pony town before yesterday. You seriously to this fucking day cant see what you did to us and accept accountability. You go around saying we are dog piling you even tho none of them knew this "beef" was still going on till i mentioned it. Everytime your actions are brought up you victimize yourself somehow. You say we're treating you like a wild animal, and it sure wasnt harassment when you gave rab saffys reddit was it? You keep putting us in harms way no matter how much distance we keep between us. You accused us of sending you threaths with no fact and no bias just pure assumption because youre paranoid. But when we defend ourselves and speak up about the blatant lies you put on ours heads. You say we're harassing you. After all time sorry just isnt in your vocab. When we where acknowledging your side you belittled and downplayed our feelings and the truth of this matter. Going as far to cherry pick things. As you would say. Pull up your big boy pants and deal with the concequences of your own actions.

Using mental illness as a shield to excuse the harm you’ve caused is completely wrong and frankly disgusting in every way. Struggling mentally does not give you a free pass to hurt others, nor does it absolve you from the consequences of your actions. You’ve shown consistent patterns of paranoia, manipulation, deflection, and an unwillingness to accept responsibility. You twist narratives to make yourself the victim, even when you’re the one causing damage. Me and the others were never allowed to make excuses when we did something wrong, and neither should you. We were held accountable, even when it was hard. That’s what growth looks like. You don’t get to weaponize your mental health to dodge accountability or silence those you’ve hurt. Healing starts with honesty. not denial, not blame-shifting, and definitely not dragging others down with you. You’ve hurt people who genuinely cared about you, people who stood by you even when it cost them their own peace. And instead of reflecting on that, you’ve chosen to play the victim and rewrite history to suit your narrative. That’s not healing. that’s avoidance. You can’t demand people to be sorry while refusing to show any of your own. You can't heal while continuing to harm. If you truly want to get better, start by owning what you’ve done. Stop hiding behind excuses. Stop expecting others to carry the weight of your actions. We’re done doing that for you. We will not shut our voice if you won't shut yours. We will continue to be loud and clear as much as we need until you start getting that thick of yours to listen! Tell your friends to stop harassing us and talking about us. n we will do the same.

I hope you understand that the apology I offered was sincere. However, after witnessing you place our group in harm’s way by publicly mentioning us, I find that deeply disrespectful. I also want to make you aware that some of your so-called friends have been harassing me on my Pinterest account, to the extent that I was forced to create a new one. Although I had already expressed my regret to you, you chose to invoke my name again in a negative context. You speak of wanting to move forward, yet that so-called “rant” only hinders your progress. None of us have been stalking you. Simply being in the same area as you are close to you doesn't mean anything to the such. Furthermore, your claim that you cannot control your friends’ behavior is contradictory. When we were close, you often directed us not to harass others, even when they had clearly done wrongdoings. Yet now, when we address your own actions, you deflect responsibility and suggest you have no influence over your current friend circle, despite having demonstrated that control in the past. We are genuinely trying to move on from the past. But seeing you continue to speak ill of us is disheartening. I had truly hoped for your healing and growth, but based on your recent actions, it appears that progress is not being made. I genuinely cared about you. deeply. I and Vinny etc even asked some of our friends to stop talking about you, and I defended you more times than I can count. But seeing you put us in harm’s way by publicly mentioning us has changed everything. If you continue to speak poorly of us, we will do the same towards you. I’m actually ashamed of myself for staying by your side through the rough times. Even when I was mentally drained, going through an episode, or relapsing into something even worse, I still tried to help you. I gave more than I had to give. But honestly, I’m glad we’re no longer friends. because I couldn’t handle it anymore. It was hurting me more than helping you. I do hope your recovery goes well. But stop talking bad about my damn friends. We’ve had enough. And let me be clear: I will continue warning others about your behavior, even if it leads to harassment or worse. I’m not letting more people fall into your hands and be manipulated. I’ve had enough. We’ve had enough. All of us.

Soap you are paranoid. Defensive, unaccpting and your behavior gets manipulative, the way you treat others makes them feel used. You need to accept that instead of hiding behind mental illness. Its a cause and a reason, not an excuse. I wasnt allowed to make excuses using that so neither are you.

I personally had to deal with so much of things from your friends and if you havent guessed it yet. It was rab and his crew. I have long been complaining about them stalking us to the point i had to hide all of them for over two months and even then i couldnt catch a break because as you seen a month ago i had my discord leaked and now its moved to other socials. We have alot to talk about. Things you are going to run away from of course. I am not a patient person or a calm one, but i try toning down in these situations and handle them with care. I will not lash out at you unless you give me reasons.

Since i was mentioned im gonna be replying to actual the shit storm bullshit i had to read there. Soap n o n e of us where sending you threaths. You only came up as a topic after 3 days ago your friends contacted a few of us and they surely had nothing nice to say. This isnt about you "not healing in a week" this is about you getting progressivly worse and blaming us for a situation you created yourself. We didnt send you threats, the most you ever came up was us venting to eachother privately. You continue to break your words to us because after all this your words def had no weight. We are here as well because your bullshit followed us into our lives. No one is "victimizing" themselves. Did you or did you not do these things to us? And the chats about you where limited between us so no we where not the ones spreading anything about you. You need to wake up and realize there are other people you hurt. Im astonished on how many because how does one aquire a hate group in their name?? And hearing the foul things youve been doing is what lead us here. You cannot own up to the fact that you hurt us, that you hurt me. No one is treating you like a "rabid dog" we stopped being gentle and sugar coating things for you because when we did nothing ever changed. When i was being gentle, genuine with you and trying to understand your pain i was repaid with you down playing what you did to me and invalidating the way i felt the way you made me feel. You talk about healing but when the people you hurt find comfort in eachother by bonding over the way you treated us your friends harassed us, sent us threaths and stalked us. And that as well was downplayed by you. Id love to hear these "stories" because we have all hardly played pony town as much as we did and hung out with eachother elsewhere i dont know what delusions youve been filled with but its been nothing but peaceful with us untill you found away to show up in our lives again. You constantly break your word to me, i cant even say us because you are yet to properly apologize for everything you did. Instead of talking and listening you run. Like a coward. Something you swore wouldnt happen again. You say you can take accountabilty for what you had done to us but you havent done that, instead you continued to spead stuff about us "sending you rpe and death threaths" when all we have done is talk about how you treated us. You still cannot accept that your actions towards us where terrible, you are indeed manipulative soap. Your actions towards us where exactly that, especially towards me. Soap you made me feel like shit for so much as talking or hanging out with any other friends i had because of your own jealousy. To the point i was ignoring them and still got accused of "treating you like a second choice" when you where the one i was with the most. I made time for you and you took advantage of that. So forgive me for feeling hurt after every single word you said to me. It wasnt bad when you where the one treating me like an animal??. Mowie nor saffron have said a word to you this whole situation. Saffron was reaching out to others telling them to not harrass you. It is insane that hed defend you after all the things you did. None of us have said anything to you before now. I dont know who started this group on you but it wasnt any of us and it has nothing to do with us. Nobody was saying you "where in it for the thrill" that is how you made him feel. You constantly ignored him over little things and he did nothing but tried to love you regardless. I spent so much time assuring.him that you indeed loved him, but you kept making him feel like you didnt. Nobody thought low of you till you gave us a reason to doubt you. You where important to all of us to the point we would talk to eachother about missing you when we where still friends. Some of us , me personally i was so glad to hear you getting help and talked about being friends again in the future if therapy ever helped you like it did for me. But those thoughts where shattered when i had it layed out for me what you really thought about me. We have only tried to talk to you. But you are nothing but defensive. I have talked over and over with them about how they might have made you feel. The whole reason mowie tried to apologize to you was because i told him too. None of us ever said it to your face because we wanted to move on with our lives. The situation could have been handled gentler we all agreed on that. I told them to think about how you where feeling as well and i tried to make you think about theirs. But you never truely did and just told me what you think i wanted to hear. You gave them reasons to doubt you, and your words. They have tried. You havent. Instead of talking to us, you continue to run like a coward everytime and blame us for every thing going wrong in your life.

You only cry harassment when its time for people to hold you to your lies and hypocrisy these r ur own actions.